It's been 9 hours now since I'm trapped in that big piece of metal that our train are. I don't think I have to mention how bad they are haha they're like almost never on time. Mime has 45 mins delays and since I'm traveling from Rzeszow to Poznaņ every 5 minutes of delay seems to be eternal :)
Anyways isn't it a perfect time to catch up with my post, right?
Well I got myself thinking, for the past few years I would always out my work and studies first. I'd resign families encounters,weekends with friends just because there was always something to do at uni or work. I was trying so so hard not only to be good at what I do (I can't say I do like studying what I study) but also to try to get scholarship and just to prove something to myself. This year, I didn't get a scholarship just because other people made other choices and chose different assignments which were easier to get good grades from. Trust me I'm not moaning or complaining it's true. But anyways that's not the case, one day my sister asked me Alex will you actually remember any of those grades that you have or will you have an empty whole where your friends and family have memories. It really got me!!!!!!
I was like she's so so right, it really doesn't matter, of course I still like to get better at those things that i like and be passionate about it but I won't let it go in between my life.
I'm just coming back from my auntie 60 anniversary, she lives so far away, together with my grandma and my vousins. I don't get to see her often so why would I worry whether someone will tell me off for that?
There are so many strange rules that you need to follow for example at uni, or even work. I guess that sometimes you need to be a little rebel because otherwise if people see good they expect good all the time.
The funny thing is that we appreciate more when something extraordinary happens like when bad student gets a good grade ;)
Anyways that's all for now
Love,
Alex
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